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about jealousy 0
 작성자: contryjoe  2017-02-13 19:13
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sunim, always thank you for great teaching

im suffering from jealousy.

about my friend.

once we were friend

but now i do not contact.

he is school teacher and folk musician.

i am school teacher and was folk musician too

but his music become very famous and two years win the prize korean music award folk category

and he's teachers ability very good. he voice sweet and nice simple guitar. many girls like it.

but my stlye, old folk style(once i am proud of) so bored and my voice very bad.

i quit music. becouse my job is teacher.

(he skillful both thing(teacher and musician) but to me, even one is difficult.)


but in my body, some time strong jealousy appear.

last year, (now broke up) my girl friend(just a friend but i wanna be couple, but she did n't agree) like his music and

even 'his humanity'. i tolerated that... but my friend music she turn on, it is very aggressive to me. she envy his fame and so on.

she didn't understand my music but cheer me.....


music is not important thing. but that situation make Being crisis.


now i started practicing.

but some time, strong jealous strike me. and loser mind.(one or two times a day) 

i perceive dimly this strong jealous(disatisffection) energy in my body.

in this situation, what should i do.

what is jealousy, where come from?

my jealousy very strong and so long(1~2year)


many time i ask stupid question... thank you sunim

sorry about wrong and short english.

i hope your teaching

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