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언제 어디서나 세세생생 착하게 사는 방법 궁금합니다. 1
 작성자: 뉴욕사어른선충  2014-10-10 10:29
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가람지기님 죄송합니다. 청안스님 말씀에 따라 하루 1시간반씩 자연속을 걷고 지금 허리통증 병원에서도 안낫는데도 계속 절, 염불수행하고 있습니다. 정말 꼭 알아야 하는 해답이니 틀리 영어가 있으면 지적 부탁드립니다.
Dear Chung an sunim. this is very eager question that I MUST get answer.
Following your saying, I bow every day athough I have uncurable backache, I chant everyday everywhere, and I walk in the nature everyday.

여기 쓴 글 이외에 삶은 불행한 감정과 남들이 겪고 싶지 않은 상황의 연속이었습니다.
Besides my writings in this website, my life was sequence of unhappy feelings and situations others don't want to suffer. I remember the begin was when I was a kindergarden kid.

저의 업이니 반성하고, 이를 계기로 남들의 아픔에 공감하고, 또 제 자신이 성숙 할 수 있는 계기가 돼서 감사하지만 솔직히 또 이렇게 살라고 하면 자살할거 같습니다.
But I intospect, because it's my karma.And I can sympathy other's suffering, and I appreciate because I can get mature.But this life is given to me once again, I might feel like suciding.

인간인이상 고통은 피할 수 없다고 생각하지만 수년도 아니고 수십년을 이렇게 사는건 많이 힘듭니다.
너무 큰 고통의 기간이 길었다고 할까요.
As long as Everyone is human being, no one can avoid suffering, but in my case, too big suffering have lated for very long time.

이번생에서는 악업을 짓지 않고 선업을 지으며 수행하겠다고 굳게 다짐했지만, 그 결심을 만약에 다음생, 다다음생...이든 잊어버리고 악업을 지으면 어쩌죠? 걱정됩니다.
In this life, I decided not to make bad karma and to make good karma, but I worry that I will forget this decision next life, and making bad karma. I'm really worried.

온갖 불행한 삶을 사는 사람들의 인생에 저를 대입해보면서 내가 저렇게 돼면 어쩌지? 사람의 삶이 아니라 축생으로 괴롭게 태어나거나 지옥불에 떨어져 억겁을 고통받을 짓을 하게 돼면 어쩌지? 끊임 없이 고민돼서 요즘 하는 기도에 집중하기조차 힘듭니다.요즘 이런 걱정으로 하루를 다 보내는 거 같습니다.
I worry consquently and spend most of my day, substituting my life to many kinds of unhappy peopls's life, animals life's, peole in the hell.So I cannot concentrate on my routie life and practicing.
(I feel sorry whenever I write question again.So I  tried not to write again, but the worry is getting bigger and bigger so that hard to concentrate on routine life and practicing.)
 
그러니까 결론은 윤회를 언제까지 할 지 모르지만 악업을 짓지 않고 복을짓고 착하게 살려는 마음은 꼭 갖고 싶습니다.
So, the consquence is that I don't know when is the end of experience reincarnation, I want to have mind that makes good karma, I want to practice everytime everywhere.(in this life, next life, next next life, next next next life..............)

Yet, I don't want to be Budda in the mountain.Because I like art,paiting, travel.

Plesas don't say there's good or bad.It's very difficult.Consider that I'm just stupid joongsang.
(저의 수준에 맞춰주세요.(--)(__))
PS: Please answer EASILY. (I'm a person with low level)
Other sunims answer very difficultly.And tell me what to do CONCERTELY.
구체적으로 무엇을 해야 하는지 알려주세요.

Thank you for reading.

In this passages. making good karma =복을짓다, 선업을짓다. I don't know how to translate exactly
 

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ChongAnSN
You have sincere intent, yet a lot of wanting mind: 'dont want to be Buddha, want to paint, travel, want to make good karma, do not want bad karma, etc.' Of course, you cannot make all this happen at the same time. This causes conflict in your mind.

Suicide would be a wrong answer: if you have problems with your body and your mind, cutting the connection will not help. You would take all your problems to your next lifetime without solution.

So, keep your mind simple, and ask yourself, 'What is most important?' and do THAT. The rest follows. Get yourself correct medical treatment to help your body. Do not do physical practice that would distress or overexert yourself. Keep your mind simple, clear, practice day by day and help other beings.

This will help you and the world alike.
  14-10-25 07:12  답변